Hiya to whoever is reading this,
I’ve got such bad writers block. It’s not that I’ve not got post ideas, i just can’t seem to write them, and getting the ideas out of my head and onto the screen is literally like trying to run through solidifying treacle. Most bloggers probably have this too, but the thing is i wanna write, and i wanna talk to you guys so badly. I just can’t.
I feel so alone at the moment, and maybe that’s just a part of growing up but i’m one of those people who is very different to the rest of the people in my class. Mentally and physically I’m pretty much normal, I’m not autistic or anything like that (not that there’s anything wrong with being autistic). I just see the world differently to other people i guess.
My interests are different, my political views are different, my life is different and I’ve not really found my place as such yet. People always seem to have that one best best friend who they automatically click with and most of the people in my year, seem to be settled in them now, leaving just me. And i know i have my whole life ahead, it’s just that now, when it feels like it matters, it’s just not there.
I broke off from my previous “group” of friends i guess you could say about a month ago. They really hurt me when they had no reason to and the trust that is so vital in any sort of relationship has gone. I’ve been on my own a lot, just reading, planning posts, exercising, etc. and it’s not that bad, but i just feel so alone in myself and my parents don’t seem to understand. They’re going through a lot at the moment so i’ve stopped being negative around them, but the hurt and pain seems to come out in my nightmares which is never fun =o
Hopefully i’ll be able to write properly tomorrow but this messed-up feeling inside certainly isn’t helping! I’m sorry for such a bad post, and i’ll post something optimistic tomorrow. If you have any post ideas that you want then please comment!
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P.s. i’m gonna also try to do more photography so i’ll post when i’ve got a decent edited set sorted =)