Hiya to whoever is reading this,
I saw a lot of people do this sort of post and you guys seemed to be enjoying them so i thought i would jump on the bandwagon and write one myself!!! I also thought this would let you guys know a bit more about me so enjoy…
2015 was a hard year for me, not only with family stuff but also the whole kinda social thing. January and February were pretty average and was the anniversary of my mum’s accident which was kinda weird seeing as it has been so long since it actually happened!
Then it was my birthday in april which was kinda awesome due to my best friends! Exam week was not fun in June but things picked up again when i went on a school trip to Orlean, France. The downside was we had to sing but otherwise it was ok.
July and august nearly wrecked my family in so many ways. My grandad got ill and if it was possible, even more stubborn. My mum went up North to look after him and he told her to go away and many other things like that. Before his death he started hallucinating and i think he would’ve survived, but something inside of him just gave up. He wanted to die, and that was one of the hardest things to deal with. The fact that he wanted to leave us. I don’t believe in any form of afterlife so i guess death is just like a permanent sleep. Sheer oblivion…
Wow that got really deep/morbid really quickly. QUICK THINK ABOUT PIGS WITH WINGS! Better? Good.
Life changed completely after grandad died. My mum had now lost both of her parents and she has also recently lost her aunty as well. The grief wrecked our family and as my mum and i tried to cope, there were may family arguments and my dad nearly packed up and left. I also self-harmed a bit but managed to stop before it got too bad or anyone found out. I haven’t self-harmed since and i don’t plan on any time soon.
I also cut 11 inches off my hair and started this blog. Starting this blog was probably the best thing i’ve ever done and i’m so grateful for all the support, comment and likes from you guys and wordpress is probably the only reason i managed to get through this term. Yeah, school sucked but at least i’m a third through i guess!
My family and i then flew to Berlin for a magical 4 days. Secretly i wanted to just be at home but i could never say that to my family so that stays between us (and the rest of the internet!).
Xmas was pretty good and if you guys want me to do an xmas haul then comment below!
Yeah, that was my year in a slightly pudgy nutshell and i can’t believe it’s nearly 2016!!!!!!
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